My Kundalini Dark Night of the Soul Awakening

On February 5, 2018 I had my kundalini spiritual awakening. More than likely I had a dark night of the soul awakening. This awakening has changed my life forever. I have had to go through much turmoil and despair in the past 8 months. I had no idea what a kundalini awakening was or what a third eye even meant. The day of my awakening was just like any normal day. Went about my day researching about spirituality and talking with random people on the internet. Later that night I was talking with a shaman and we we were talking about our loved ones who have already passed and I had this weird sense that my family that passed away already was all around me. I felt as if I was going to see them right in front of me. I told the shaman guy I was talking to that I was feeling weird and felt like I was going to have a heart attack or something, I wasnt feeling feeling right. I got off the phone with him and when I did I felt my heart quench and it felt like I was being stabbed repeatedly over and over. My heart was pounding and it felt like it was going to jump out of my skin. I felt like it was going to explode. I started convulsing and I couldn’t stop. I was hot and cold all at the same time. I went through this massive attack in my whole body and then I blacked out. When I awakened I felt like I had shed a new layer of skin. I felt different. I didnt feel like my normal self. I felt like I was in a different dimension. That the old me was no longer me and I had ascended and transformed into this new being. I stood up and when I did I had to catch myself on the couch. It didnt even feel real. Everything I was seeing just didn’t seem real. I took my first step and I took it in like slow motion. I felt my entire leg lift and when I took that first step it felt like I was floating. Literally floating, like there was no gravity. I took that first step, and then another and I felt like I was going to take off. Like I was going to start floating. I took a few steps and when I turned my head to the left to look around the room went pitch black. I saw my old self, but it wasnt me at all. I looked demonic and possessed. My old self was floating backwards and she was looking at me demonically. I felt her trying to connect back to me but I was like no I am done with you. You are no longer welcomed into my body. You no longer have control of me. I am rid of you. The old me just floated backwards like she was in a black sea with zero gravity. I then said my goodbyes. When I turned back the way I was walking everything came back to normal. I blacked out again and I then remember being in my bedrooom where my ex husband was and I told him exactly what happened to me. I remember pacing back and forth in the bedroom. Telling him all about what just happened and about the government and all of the things I had learned. I don’t even remember what exactly I was saying. I then stopped and when I looked down the floor started trickling open. Like molten lava had been placed in that area and it started eating away at the floor. I was up in heaven and when I was looking down I saw a neighborhood. Kind of like the video game paper boy. If you can even remember that video game from 20 years ago. It just looked like my neighborhood. A line of houses and a sidewalk. I know that doesn’t sound that exciting to see from a floor that is rippling away. But thats what I saw. I blacked again. When I mean blacked out, like I dont remember going one place to another nor what I was talking about. I wish I could have recoreded myself. Like who knows what I was saying. Nexgt I was laying in bed and all I remember was looking at the wall and these neon green lines started to appear all over the wall. Like grid lines, like the matrix. It was all over the bedroom. I blacked out again. I was still laying in bed and when I looked up the ceiling opened up and there was a flood of angels coming out of the ceiling. They were majestic. It was like the heavens opened up and out rained angels. They were glowing and vibrant in white golden light. Wearing beautiful angelic clothing that was white. They were all so beautiful.